so here i sit on the third floor of the university library.  i dont spend nearly as much time here as i should.  it is quiet.  semi distraction free.  i am in the company of people that are cramming, or surfing the web, or studying to make something more of themselves.  and i feel overwhelmed.  overwhelmed by my choice of music and the thoughts that are evading my mind--leaving no room for tomorrows test.  suddenly i feel the urge to cry.  the kind of cry that pays no mind.  but instead, i copy my definitions with dry eyes and a lump in my throat.